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nothing much to do today, raining, yes it is raining heavily here in Malaysia. i feel bored day by day i don't know what to do. it feels like i'm doing the same thing over and over again, didn't i ? ah, nevertheless good times like this shouldn't be taken for granted.

I am now watching the fashion shows videos from various designers ( just to get some inspiration on designing my collection in the future, aha who knows right? after all, I am quite passionate about fashion *wink wink* ) I have seen several videos on Prada's latest collection which was the SS14 ( i don't know haha ) just go Prada's official website click on "Collection" and then WALLAH ! sit back and enjoy haha

being honest , watching runways is very boring you know? I felt sleepy at first but then as I imagined myself wearing those collections in public, the sleepiness gone, just-like-that. furthermore, I was very suspicious about their behind the scene. I would love you know to actually meet the designer (one day) in person and ask her questions that have lingered on my mind for a long time ( and have a mini tour to their ateliers)

well, I have this huge passion for both fashion and art but then my first world problem is that i am too lazy to actually sew something and to actually try to make pattern based on my design ( how awful ) haha

it is every girls dream to actually have all those designers clothes in the wardrobe but the problem is that it is too expensive aha ! we may have it but probably it will never be the original one. so i have this one dream that i will work really hard in the future and buy everything that i desire (but if only i have plenty of money)

talking about ideal man, ehem, i would go for those who knows how to dressed well, yes! but of course, well mannered is the first important thing ever ( and also money haha ) i really love to see a man wearing suits. suits looks great on them, especially the tall ones, not so thin and not so chubby. it just look fabulous on them. fantastico! (is that even a word)

so yeah, i still have more things to go through. long way to go, my dear self .  long way. for the time being, i think love isn't necessary.  what's important is that i study hard in high school, attend good fashion or art university and then make my way to the fashion or art industries. 

so what do you guys think? is it okay for me to be in those industries? i know most of you know a lot than me. sometimes i wonder, do i even have readers? because you guys were so quite you never respond anything which make me kind of sad but nevertheless i love you ( whoever you are ) :)