something to change

have you ever just sit down for awhile and think about what your future will be like? just sit and stare and repeatedly thinking about that one dream you would like to be? have you ever had a dilemma on choosing what you wanna be? the risk? 

it feels good you know, to grow up, and explore the entire world but it feels kind of burden when you need to think about the future, in my case, my huge passion for art is a problem.

I was asked to choose which stream to be in next year as i'm going to be sixteen next year. The only thing that i had ever thought i would be in the future was being in the fashion world or art world or the law world.

but the main problem is that, Art stream is not the "first" class in my school. Art is being placed far away~ very far. and that class were only meant for those who don't score well in their exam. i mean like what the f , you can't just say that those humans that were in the art streams are mostly those who aren't well in their studies, i mean like come on, not every artist out there aren't good in their academic. i'm not asking the school to put art stream as the "first" or the "best" stream but at least don't make those art students felt like they aren't qualified enough to live a good life, to lead a comfortable luxurious life.

why can't they see, look at those successful artist. they've made it to the top and earn the most in a few second (not second but weeks or years idk but still they earn a lot), with just ONE freaking art that they called "valuable" "inspirational" "worth the money" . Why can't they just stop for awhile and look at how important art is, yes, science is important as it helps us to lead a healthy life but art makes us happy when we're happy we're healthy, am i right?

so yes, i'm actually in a huge dilemma about next year, a few people says that i shouldn't follow my friends and a few people was like this and that ( if you're fifteen and staying in Malaysia, you should understand and if you're having the same feeling, i feel ya)
I'M SO CONFUSED WORRIED AND SO MANY MY 
they said " you can't just focus on one interest" "life is getting harder, you can't do what you want to do, go the parallel way, do what you hate for the sake of your future" so, what now? 

still confused, frustrated and i'm so dead.

so, if you're reading this, i would like you to leave some opinions before you exit and p/s sorry for the unprofessional english, i sucks at grammar, peace yo!