FREE-DOOM

" What's up with the laugh ? What's up with the smile ? What's up with EVERYTHING ? from New York to Alas , At last , we're FREE " 

Gah , not TOTALLY free . By the way , Hello . How was your day ? Making lots of memories ? Ha , glad you guys all are having fun today . Well , actually , today is my last day of final exam . Glad that it end . 

So , today is the end of October , which tomorrow is November and guess what , first thing that will come to my mind tomorrow morning is " Couple more days till his birthday "
Who's birthday is it ? It's his birthday :

The second most important man in my life , obviously , after my Dad . So , the one and only main problem is that he didn't even realize that I'M ALIVE . But , who cares . 
Oh , forgot to tell you guys this beautiful creature name . His name is Choi Seunghyun aka T.O.P , a member of world most hottest K-pop group called BIG BANG , a 25-year-old man who works hard to fulfill his dreams and yet his fans dreams , a very down-to-earth person , doesn't really know how to dance , love his mom very much , people called him Bingu TOP because of his stupidness but cute attitude , he loves red , he likes girl who can tolerate with him and also knows how to dress herself pretty well , a girl who doesn't swear and he wish to change that girl to his style . 

Is it enough for an introduction ? HAHA , well . 

Like obviously , i adore this creature so much . The way he talk with girls , the way he appreciate girls . But maybe there's this a few things that i kinda don't like about him is he drinks . I mean , sorry to say but , i don't like guys who drinks . ( alcohol , wine and etc )
And yeah , he do smoke , but , i can still accept that smoking thing but NO TO DRINKS . 
So , here i am , wishing that i can change him , because according to a few doctors , alcohol or wine is not good for your health , it doesn't even make you feel healthier , it make you feel worse . So , you can tell that i DO CARE about him like A LOT .

Sometimes i just feel that i need to move one and maybe find a guy that know about my existent . but i just CANNOT . So , yeah . HATING MYSELF GRR .

So , let's proceed to the main reason why i wanted to update this post . 

Currently don't know what to do tonight . Afiq invite me to his school Halloween party like fish , i never went to a party before and never will dude . Gahh , once i'm thin and beautiful enough then i'll go , lol .

Haha , so decided to sew some dresses this holiday because i want to and THE SKILLS WE LEARN IS NOT TO BE WASTE . Since i DON'T NEED to study anymore (lol) then i'll do something more productive like watch tv , sleep , sketch , yawning , moaning and others . SO PRODUCTIVE right ? 

Erm , on 25th of October 2012 , BIG BANG arrived in Malaysia for their 9th stop for the BIGBANG ALIVE GALAXY TOUR . It was awesome by the way , i just couldn't say a thing about how i felt that night , i was freaking a potato that night and was so happy that they actuall came , five of them actually came . They spend their night at Double Tree by Hilton , it was gahhh a great moment . Their concert was on the 27th of October . Even i didn't attend the concert , i can feel their energy at home . Proofs ? 

1- I cannot even focused on my study . 
2- I feel insecure every seconds , minute and hours . 
3- I feel like something hit me on the heart , lol 
4- I cried when i saw Taeyang or G-Dragon update their twitter .
5- I cried when i read other VIPs experience especially the part where they sang happy birthday three times for TOP and he cries and it even make me cry out more .
6- I dream about going to their concert and meet them like we're special friends or something

So , yeah . THEY DO AFFECT MY LIFE , FEELINGS . HAHA . 

Hey , MALAYSIA MISS YOU ALREADY :( 

Yeah , i do read other VIPs experience , the speech that G-Dragon made , the word that Taeyang said from the beginning of the concert till the end , Seungri's word , Daesung's Selamat tidur and TOP's english word and the moment when cried and say " Terima Kasih " 

Thanks again to all of you who shared your experience :) 

So gotta hit the shower right now and will continue on new post tomorrow , if god wills :) 

btw ,


WELCOME NOVEMBER ! GOODBYE OCTOBER !