#Hey,Capital D !

Hey ,Assalammualaikum , Namaste , Anyeonghase-yo , Ni-hao-ma , and Hello :)

Today is DECEMBER

Heww , As time went so fast , I feel like only yesterday November arrived . *sigh 

November has gone now , my readers . Whatever happens in November is memorable , whether bitter or sweet , let it be memory that not easily forgotten . 

We have to except the fact that , all of the things that happened to us all wrong  , Everything that happen to us , has their own 'hikmah' i mean 'reason'. 

Accept it all with an open heart . God willing , god will help us solve all the problems that befall us .  

What we must do is , always find an affective way to solve the problem :)

#Swagg !

* I made it myself . Isn't it great ? Haha , kita buat ni masa tengah belajar ~

And I've made another one ,yang ada nama 'TOP' <3 Haha , lol . 

Hye , Readers ! Today was my super i-dunno-maybe-bored Day ;D Haha , I was super duper bored till the-end-nonstop-no-go-right-no-go-wrong , lulz . 


Seriously , today i woke up 10.30 in the morning . Last night , i was too excited to watch MAMA live in Singapore on 8 TV sampai TV tu tengok aku -.-  I mean , I DID watch that show , but i don't know i've fall asleep after that . and the awesome moment is I WAS ALL ALONE IN THE LIVING ROOM ! 


Daaaang -,- 


But , it is awesome :3 First time babe ! xD 


Haha , And yeah , My mom asked me to do something i called 'Holiday-suck-but-had-to-study-work '. She bought me a big amount of book . I mean school book , like Geography , History and bla bla . 


It was my idea at first , but i felt regret after that . I shouldn't told her about that-super-dumb-idea -,- *sigh


I know , IT WAS NOT great to study in the holiday times , but what to do , i'm not a brilliant girl , so , HAD TO STUDY for my own sake . To achieve my dream (Y) 


And yeah , Last week , i made a few fashion sketches on my sketch book and decided to show the world how ugly it is x3 

So , how was my design ? Ugly aite ? haha xD Please leave a bullshitty-comment and I'll read it with a roll of tissue by my side ~ Haha ,lewlz ~ 

* I've made this for my Tabi <3 and upload it on facebook and get 2 LIKES only ~ lol , so proud i thought , they will be no likes at all ~ Thank god he's handsome :D

#Gasp

Okay , Firstly , TONIGHT , 2PM , the hottest K-pop band will be in Malaysia TODAY ! Doing their Asia tour thingy ~  Haha . 


Okay , secondly , PRETTY PLEASE TELL ME THAT MY READERS WILL NOT BE THERE TO WATCH EM' ? :3 Muehehe *I'm Vain* 


Okay , Thirdly , I'M SO FRUSTRATED  WITH MYSELF because At first i was going to send a contest form to the E-pop management , which was a contest about 2PM and the prize were 2 pair of tickets to their concert , The Expensive one :3 RM 638 ! *I know , when i read detail , i was like OMG OMG ! I told one of my friend and i was like ' OMG ! OMG ! OMG !!! ' And They was like ' Woi , sabar beb . Keep Calm , babe . ' :3 


Haha , okay for seriously , I'M NOT THEIR BIGGEST FAN , but i was kinda excited that time , not kinda , but SOOOO EXCITED x) 


Haha , Me and Aina had decided to take part in the competition and i was like ' Weyh , kalau menang , aku nak pergi dengan sapa ? Naik apa ? Tak kan naik lembu kot -.- ' 


'Memang mak aku bagi pergi lah sebenarnya en ? ' And then i kinda like starting to give up TT_TT and yeah that GIVE UP thingy does happen , and the result is , I'M NOT GOING THERE TONIGHT ! And i was like so HEARTBROKEN ! :( 


*sigh* Never mind ! Yang lepas biarkan lepas , kan kan kan ? :') 

 But ...

If BIGBANG  make their Asia Tour , I FREAKINGLY WILL GO !!! Must go ! It is between Love and Death :3 Love ? wohho ~ woot woots ~ 

' My love to my Tabi , will forever remain . He was just so kinda perfect but not that perfect , He got that Choi-seunghyun-ish thingy that made me wanna be his girl ' <3 

LOL to my DREAM life .. -,-

But , I heard that , YG Entertainment were going to make a World Tour for BIGBANG , but i don't know whether it was true or not . RUMORS sometimes can be fake (Y) But , If it true , Let's Give them a Huge support ! FIGHTING FIGHTING ~ 

#Proud to be called MALAYSIAN !

YOU SEE THAT PICTURE ABOVE ? You know what , WE WON IT BABY!

Okay , guys , I am so proud with this Harimau Muda ! OMG ! Last Night match was for surely the most toughest match for them . But , It Does worth something (y) 


Me was so proud of them . I thought that they never gonna win the game but , yeah , Diorang dah buktikan dekat rakyat Malaysia yang diorang boleh menang dalam Sea Games kali ni ! Haha , Terbaik beb ! 


Last night hero was , Khairul Fahmi <3 Haha , Yeah ! Favorite Goalie ever ! 

Awww , He is Damn Hot ! ~ Ugh , Thank god he still single x) 

And yeah , Match ini mempertemukan saya dengan Nazmi Faiz <3 Awww , Dia sungguh comel and he was so OHSEM babe ! 

Ugh , Dia sungguh comel D: He was just 17 and his performance on the field was like a BOSS ! 


Again , Congrats Harimau Muda ! :)

#Tears

' If we pass by each other on the street , Act like you didn't see me , and go the way you were walking to . If you keep thinking about our past memories , I might go look for you secretly . Always be happy with him her ' 

Haru Haru means Day by Day , and yeah , I cried for you Day by day , Hoping that you're not gonna hate me anymore , Though , i didn't made any mistakes but probably I've hurt you silently . I'm so sorry , sorry about liking you AGAIN , for the second time . I wish i can go to the past and fix it all over again . SERIOUSLY .I would do that if i could .

   I would do anything to 'undo' my mistakes . Now i realize that hoping you to liking me or accepting me in your life is seriously not right . It ain't gonna happen . 

'You felt like they were the right one'

Yes , I felt like you were the right one , and i felt like you were ' MY EVERYTHING ' and now , i realize that ' MY EVERYTHING ' is fuckin not you .

' When talking to them , they make you feel like the happiest person ever '

' All you think about is that day when they will realize you are the one '

' Gotten played so hard , fallen in love when you new it was wrong from the start ' 

' You got jealous of everyone who talks to them and everyone is a threat '

' You hear something you don't want to hear '

' Eventhough all the facts come together and it seems to be true , but you don't wanna believe it ' 

This thing may seems to be nothing for you , but it seems to be EVERYTHING for me .

 ' Don't look back and leave '    

' Dont find me again and live on ' 

' Because i have no regrets from loving you '

'Take only the good memories '

' I can bear it in some way '

' I can stand in some way '

' You should be happy if you are like this '

' I become dull day by day '

' I hope your heart feel relieved '

' Please forget about me and live on ' 

Let the past be our one and only memories .. 

I don't know that this hurt so much , I wish you'll be mine , but *sigh* 

It ain't gonna happen !!!

 

 

 

 

 

Lets Rule it !

Let's rule the world , starting from now . lol . Just kidding .

Haha , I'm kinda excited about the SCHOOL HOLIDAYS thingy ~ But , This holiday will be like ' The bored-est school holiday everr ' My Family were not going anywhere this year , or maybe we go 'somewhere' , or Idk . 

We are renovating our house , so , Next Year , we will be living in a BEAUTIFUL house :3 And Mama told me that , she will give me the biggest room ever !! Yeay , for me !! I'll paint it with rainbow color . It will be so amazing , Am I right ? x) Haha , I'm so excited about decorating my new room soon . 

Mama cakap mama nak bawak tittew pergi I-city , Shah Alam ~ Haha , Jakun benor aku :3 

Buttah , still , This will be the most  BORED holiday everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! *sigh*  Hurmmm , for god sake I'm so bored today . Okay , and yeah to all the students and teachers and also my dear readers , Happy Holiday Guys ! :D

#Heart to Heart

That great and amazing and touched moment when someone that you love , or like were  beside you , To make you calm , To hear your problem , To reduce your stress , To make you laugh , To cry with you , To hear the rhytm of your heartbeat , and To hear you cry.And it was just too amazing for a girl like me , way too AMAZING !

Haha , okay , Today something great happen before the school bell rings  , yeah , i mean Beautiful things happen to my bff , Farah . I'm sure she catch a wild butterflies in her tummy ~ xD 

Haha , Whatever happens today , let it be as our secret (: but I'm happy for her , really much . It was her dream ~ and it came trueeeeeee , lol :P 


Haha , that was just so sweet . Me and Nad were like ' Wooooo ! ' And to be honest , i was a little bit shocked with it plus a little bit jealous with her . Damn , you are soo Lucky , -,- Haha , But i wish your ' real dream ' came true :) I'll pray for ya happiness baby :) 


Lots love to Farah ~ From Me <3 

#Regret

Haha , okay , This is truly me :3

Im Totally gonna be DEAD ! Totally , 100% gonna be dead . Oh god , why am i such a stupid ? My Finals aren't that good . I got 4 A's only and most of my friends got 6 A's . I hate myself seriously and im hoping that my English is A . (maybe it just a dream , though ) 

Huh , im soooo CONBAFFLELATED  right now ! ( which means confused , baffled and frustrated ) 


Hah , seriously and im soooo not interested in checking my result online , -,- It  makes me wanna .. SCREAM 


But , I've check it , Yesterday .. 


And i ain't gonna tell my mom about did , It would be a very shameful-ish thing ever . For me , i think . 


And i'm not gonna let me english marks become C or even a D , and I'm hoping that my teacher will check it CORRECTLY ~ 


Hoho , and im hoping and hoping and hoping (y) 

The week posts .

4 November , 2011

It’s been more than two months now since you became my bias, you won me over with that big heart of yours. There’s something about you that’s so ‘Choi Seunghyun-ish’, I’ve never seen anyone quite like you. You seem almost perfect, I love everything about you and of course I love yours and Big Bang’s music. 
I hope that you will have a really happy birthday, I imagine that you will because you’re together with Big Bang again. From now on, I want you to smile and be happy all the time even though that’s impossible, you deserve to be truly content. If only I could tell you just how special you are and not to worry about what other people say or think.
There’s not much else I can say except I love you Seunghyun ♥

Yeah , Guess what , Its My Tabi's birthday :) Yeah , you know what , i never felt like this before , ( im soo excited about celebrating his birthday with the Other VIPs from around the world ) The morning when i go to school , i was like screaming abnormally at my friend and told her that today is TOP's birthday . She was like ' Uh ? Oh , yeah ! You've said it Yesterday ._.'  And some of them were like ' Annisaaaa ! Happy Birthday TOP ! ' Haha , lol . That day i felt like , ' Oh yeah , well , Im TOP's Shawty , His off to Europe for the MTV EMA Award .' But No one hears me , because i said it in my mind . LOL . Haha , but yeah you know i kinda have a crush on him . Tak logik kan ? 13 dgn 24 ? --' But that's the truth , and ia tak logik juga sebab dia Artis and im just a normal dork who doesn't know what will happen in her future . 


MTV EMA AWARD 2011 

God ! Im just so proud with My boys , I mean VIPs were soo proud of BIGBANG ! You know what they won the WORLDWIDE ACT on MTV EMA Award . Seriously , They have beat Britnet which was the world most popular artists . Now the world knows how legend there was . lol . 


Im so proud till i wanna cry T_T 


And yeah , you know what Dae (Daesung) is back with them . BIGBANG is BACK , Making A Revenge ! lol . 


Seeing Dae smiling with his Hyung(s) really make me wanna cry , seriously , The Five of them were just so adorable to be together . They were just .. so .. GREAT  T_T


I wish i have a brother like them , or a boyfriend like TOP :3 


And this is a Speech from GD at the EMA Award , [Trans]

*Seungri and Daesung playfully push each other*

“We are called Big Bang from South Korea, nice to meet you all.
And because this award is something that our fans have given us,
it has a lot more meaningful and it gives us more joy.
I would like to thank our fans, V.I.P, once again.
And through this opportunity, I hope we can attract more love
and interest to Korean music and Big Bang as well.”

Proud to Be VIP ! I LOVE YOU BB !